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Broken Heart

by Amanda Rose Riley

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Broken Heart 03:57
A broken heart is not that deep I’ve been living with one for years But still when you rub at that scar I flinch so hard this speech seems insincere And I’ll admit I’m disappointed That, I could never deny Ooh, my heart is breaking But hearts are broken all the time I know it seems like I’m not okay When I’ve got no trouble telling you I am But I’m lying, I’m really not But I’m lying, I really am Because you’re with her, living your best life And I’m all right Because I eat, I sleep, and I dream I get by just fine A broken heart is not that deep I’ve been living with one for most of my life But still, when you walk by with her It cuts like a goddamn knife And if I ever said that I loved you That wasn’t something I ever meant to say Ooh, who can say if it was true? You never listened anyway
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Electricity 03:01
We fit so well together, like peas in a pod I’m here for you, and you’re everything that I’m not Oh, our adventures of every kind You’re the perfect partner to my crimes It feels like electricity, it feels like love It’s like you’re every possibility that I’ve been dreaming of But all it is, is waves in my brain And it ends here if you don’t feel the same Maybe it’s a mistake, but what can I do? I’ve got all this love and I only want to share it with you If our bodies connected I think the world would implode With every pleasure magnified a thousandfold Because it feels like electricity, it feels like love It’s like you’re every possibility that I’ve been dreaming of But all it is, is waves in my brain And it ends here if you don’t feel the same And we’re just random little specks in space And there’s no such thing as soulmates And “meant to be” is only in our minds But thinking about you makes me feel so good And though nothing ever works out like it should A part of me wonders, what if I’ve been right the entire time?
3.
I went online to try to find A pattern to learn to sew And it took time to make straight lines But now I’m taking care of all my clothes I went online to try to find A car that wouldn’t break down every day And it took time to make one mine But now I can’t remember any other way And I went online to try to find out how to talk to you But it’s a whole year later and I’m no less tongue-tied And I went online to try to find out how to impress you But it’s two years later and I’m no better liked I went online to try to find How I can be better than I am And it took time but I’ve been surprised To see just how much I can I went online to try to find out How to get over my fears And it took time but now I’m feeling alive Because I’m braver than I’ve been in years And I went online to try to find out how to get over you But it’s five years later and I’m no less preoccupied
4.
He’s got a special air about him He just walks in the door and commands the room I can’t imagine life without him But that’s exactly what the world expects me to do He doesn’t know, he doesn’t care He doesn’t need me And it’s all wrong, and it’s unfair Why won’t he see me? No one else can live up to our conversations No other pair of people get along so well But then it all must have been my imagination Because he rode off into the sunset with someone else
5.
Cookie Dough 02:27
Cookie dough might be my favorite food In love with fat and sugar after millions of years of evolution The sweetness, the texture, and the feel of it Overwhelm the system with pleasure But it can make you sick in unexpected ways And I never really liked the aftertaste God, I wish it were a superfood Not just fighting a famine that we made it through But can’t forget I can’t trust people who say they don’t enjoy cookie dough So who could trust me if I said I didn’t want you? And I’m sick of this inhibiting But pleasure’s not everything There must be some way that we can make do You’re my favorite kind of guy Excitement in your eyes and uncertainty in your life You look like a prince from a Disney movie And you’ve almost got his manners too With just enough edge so you aren’t boring And I could see us taking the world by storm I can’t pretend it would all be fine If I settled for the guy who always gets it right Instead of you
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Sins 03:05
People think that I’m a delicate flower Who’s never had a dirty thought But I’m not Some of them would hate me If they could see inside my mind And sometimes I kinda wish they would Because it feels like I’m lying If I can’t get these things I want, if we can’t thrive Then I know I’m gonna dream about you For the rest of my life Some people want to hate you for your sins But deep down that’s how I would live If I thought that I could get away with it If I thought that I could get away with you You’re a tough nut to crack And many times I prove it by showing off my broken teeth That I know you’ve seen Last night I had a dream about you and that shit got explosive The kind of explosive where I think it’s probably better if we didn’t We’d take this whole city down with us And that can’t happen So now there’s really nothing left to do Except just to go on pretending To say that I might be in too deep Is the understatement of the century And you, you say you hate the game But you only ever fall for the ones who live to play And I’m afraid of what you know And I’m afraid of what I don’t I’m scared of ending up all alone And I’ve been fucking terrified to be real with you Some people want to hate you for your sins But deep down that’s how I would live If I thought that I could get away with it If I thought that I could get away
7.
What I Need 02:55
Once upon a time You gave me more than the moon You gave your all and it got me through So I fell in love And you promised you would never hurt me Two peas in a pod, that’s what we were But then things, they changed And I felt so lost without the man I fell in love with And it got too much To just make it all up with another kiss Can you give me what I need? Can’t you see that all I asked for was you? Your demons wrestled with you For control of your mind There were times you were lucky just to be alive Somehow you kept your feet Down on the shaky ground But one wrong move and you knew you would drown And I tried to help you But you were always too proud To make the change you needed Comes a time we all have to make a choice About who we’re gonna be

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This is my latest self-produced, digital-only release, written mainly during 50/90 in the summer of 2021. The theme mainly centers around unrequited love, with a little bit of dysfunctional relationships and bad choices thrown in for good measure.

NOTE: The best and cheapest place to purchase is always my website (amandaroseriley.com) but I appreciate any and all support!

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released June 6, 2022

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Amanda Rose Riley Lincoln Park, New Jersey

Quirky, punk & pop-influenced acoustic singer-songwriter. Equal parts dreamer and doer.

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