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The Fine Print

by Amanda Rose Riley

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    This is the first album I've added additional instruments to myself (electric guitar, virtual drums and bass - but you can't tell!) I am prouder of this than my previous releases and can't wait for everyone to hear it.
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1.
It's always such a struggle to get here But this is my favorite spot in the world For daydreaming And looking out onto the city that I love Even if some might say it's too much work Or they'd simply pass it by and they'd take no notice I'm in it for the long haul, even if it hurts Meet me on the bench at the top of the world It's always such a struggle to get here But this is my favorite city in the world Sense of belonging, and finally feeling like it's my chance to be heard Even if some might say it costs too much Or that they can't stand all the oppressive crowding For me I can always see the beauty, it's got that touch Meet me on the bench at the top of the world
2.
Boulder 02:29
I've had ups and I've had downs in my time Moments on top of a mountain, and moments down in the grime And I've had days when a little push led to a dream come true And months and months when I tried and tried and I barely made it through But I'm powerful, so I won't just take anything For I was born to sound off... to sing So I'll take all of my pain, put it in a song And nobody's gonna tell me that it's wrong Because now that I've made my mind up, I'm dangerously strong And I think I knew that all along And as I grow the gains get higher and the failure's less And I never, feel regretful, as long as I do my best And I get people telling me how much my music means And after years and years of trying, I'm finally who I want to be I'm powerful, so I won't just take anything For I was born to sound off... to sing So I'll take all of my pain, put it in a song And nobody's gonna tell me that it's wrong Because now that I've made my mind up, I'm dangerously strong And I think I knew that all along I pushed a boulder and it rolled I flicked on a light switch and the world lit up I pushed a boulder and it rolled, it rolled
3.
I've always wished I could ask you If you were ever afraid And how old were you when the fear finally went away It's been my steadiest friend And though I try to defeat it every day It's so hard for me to fall asleep So afraid of what could go wrong tomorrow Have you ever slept with the lights on? Do you get scared when you're all alone Do you ever worry that something's wrong And your safety net's gonna break soon Have you ever slept with the lights on, lights on, lights on? But I get up every morning And I force myself to follow a dream My stomach never settles and my heart struggles to break free But with every word from my mouth And with every face I meet I know these nerves are just excitement A sign that shows just how much this all really means to me Someday I'll do my best to help The next generation like you help me And maybe I'll never get my answer till one day My most promising protege asks me the same thing
4.
When I was five I used to think I would be settled in some pastel yellow house by now On a pretty little row of pastel colored houses With a hardworking husband, who looks like a prince And a couple of funny, precocious little kids I might be a pantsuit professional Or a working writer, or a teacher At any rate, a stable job, not still just a dreamer But I think I'd rather be forever young Than prematurely dead inside To wake up every day and work on a dream Is a blessing I'd never take lightly It's not a failing These days, I wake up every morning, just after eleven Spend most of my days reading and writing in bed Still living with my mom, like when I was seven But there's meaning and method, I've got a direction And the biggest surprise is I never dreamed this life could make me so happy And stoically settling for plan B When you never even took plan A all the way Just because time marched on and you got afraid That isn't success I used to hate songs like this too when I was afraid So if you hate this song, it's not too late I used to hate songs like this too when I was afraid So if you hate what I'm saying, it's not too late
5.
The artless artist fell short again Ruining a perfectly good shot They shook her hand and quickly forgot Can an artless artist ever find success? I think about friends just like I did when I was five Everybody has a story and something to teach me And could end up being my best friend for life But I've been fooled by so-called "friends" time and time again With compliments and invitations to pretend they like me But they were just using me till they find somebody better Whenever I'm with a friend and we meet a stranger Somehow by the night's end, they become fast friends They start keeping in touch every day While the stranger soon forgets my name I've been invited to cool parties once or twice Introduced to people who I want to like me But I cramp up lest I show too much excitement And everybody says they hate all that's insincere Yet the way that they choose to get ahead is to pretend that they're everyone's best friend Always asking for details they never want to hear But me, I can't pretend when I'm not interested I don't have a fake smile or a cool new way to say goodbye I just awkwardly walk away, and every time I just say The artless artist fell short again Ruining a perfectly good shot They shook her hand and quickly forgot Can an artless artist ever find success? And I am constitutionally incapable of telling lies So I let my cards fall all over the table Because I've learned over time That if you never speak, people will assume you've got nothing to say And without meaning to be cruel They take the microphone away So make sure you sing before it's too late
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Anxiety 02:45
It starts with a shortness of breath I don't know why it feels like someone's sitting on my chest Or maybe like we're floating out in space without any oxygen If I listened to my body, it would always have me believe That nothing's ever gonna be okay But I believe the doctors when they say it's only anxiety And nothing else is really wrong with me So I can focus on my face, feel the tension, let it go Still my arms and still my legs and let myself sink into bed Don't search for answers I don't need to know And the worry is never far from my mind When I'm lying in bed after the day fades to night It's brought on by the silent, still darkness when I know I should be sleeping If I took my thoughts at face value Then everything would be a threat And not a thing would ever go my way But there's a safer part inside my brain That says it's probably gonna be okay And this is probably not my dying day And for now I feel secure and I've got a roof above my head For now I'm safe and warm, tomorrow isn't my concern As long as for today I have been fed But anyway, my greatest worry I can't shake Is the possibility of living for a century with unfulfilled dreams Resigned and given up and just a shell of who I am today So I can focus on my face, feel the tension, let it go Still my arms and still my legs and let myself sink into bed Every single day I'm making progress
8.
I'm no diva, I'm no star In a singing competition I wouldn't get far But many people like to listen when I sing And in a noisy world, that means everything So you bring that star power if you want to I'll bring my voice Connecting with people, it's my dream It's the only thing I know I really need And the wealth that I need is only enough to survive I eat beans for dinner and I don't feel deprived So you bring that fancy sports car if you want to I'll bring my voice And I will never have a million fans But that was never part of my plans Just one connection means so much to me Just being something to someone I never thought I could be So you bring your stadium crowds if you want to I'll bring my voice I'll bring my voice I guess I never really had a choice I am who I am, and if they don't like it They can leave and I don't need to know why

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released June 18, 2021

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Amanda Rose Riley Lincoln Park, New Jersey

Quirky, punk & pop-influenced acoustic singer-songwriter. Equal parts dreamer and doer.

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